Things have turned so incredibly ugly. Has it always looked this way? Is all of the world like this? Jack? Are you there? Cam'? Ron??? Help me escape this "place"... please!
In happier days I could never have imagined a world so hopeless, so negative, so cynical, so sad. Nor could I have imagined a whole planet full of people who eagerly await my demise. None of it makes any sense, though I understand.
Their mouths say one thing while their actions say quite another. There exists not a single person in my ever shrinking circle who speaks the truth. Not one person who is free from Principal Blackman's control. It feels as though only the hardcore teacher's pets were selected to befriend and bedevil my life.
I am left with a world that has been totally manufactured. Every aspect of my existence carefully controlled, micromanaged down to the second... the millisecond. I wonder how I could have lived so many years and not seen the insanity that is my life. How could I have not noticed the leeches attached to my body? How could I have missed the energy extraction machine hidden within my cat?
The very last straw, the most painful of revelations was the deception in my best friend.. my only friend, my husband and only person on the planet that I trust. He is under the Principals trance as well.
How could this be me? How did this happen? Who are these people and how can they be so kind yet so evil, it makes no sense.
Jack? Cameron? Ron???? Please help... you got me into this. Now please help me out of this.
