What Would You Do as Candidate for Anti-Christ

I am afraid the one person in my life that I USED to trust is a sociopath or narcissistic bent on ending my life, what would you do? Stay with the devil you know, or find a new group, but it seems I am surrounded by the cult members.
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​ I am at such a loss of what do to since my entire life I have been surrounded mostly by those cult members wishing for my husband to be elevated to this Anti-Christ and then make me disappear. I really have no one, they have isolated me from everyone and have made it appear I am a lunatic schizophrenic because of the subliminal hypnosis I believe is transmitted during REM to make me act and seem strange.
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Friends I could trust have mysteriously died off these past few years so that I only have him to turn. It's such a crazy story, I am almost embarrassed to tell it because it sounds so crazy. But I strongly believe it to be the truth. Many have died in my circles, most appear to be accidents, suicides, overdoses, disease, but I suspect it is the cult. The developer of our current home died in a plane crash on route to Italy to survey the damage the day I was born.
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The time when Truman was elected, Jack Parson's was just starting his ritual to create the Scarlet Woman. Occultists must have thought this was the boy because of what was written about the divine beast. Born 706667 days after Jesus Death you have two 7s, that's the divine number and 666 the beast. Explicit instructions were given NOT to tell this child (Me) any of these things. So I was kept in the dark most of my life not knowing this crazy secret. Meanwhile another candidate for Anti-Christ found out about me and decided to befriend me. He had secret desires to become this anti-Christ and had heard that I would not doing a very good job.
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Especially not knowing that I even had this job. We became close and closer and eventually married. Now today I believe he feels he has sucked enough energy from me to be the anti-Christ all on his own and do away with me. I am at such a loss of what do to since my entire life I have been surrounded by only those who wish for my husband to be elevated to this position and then make me disappear. I really have no one, they have isolated me from everyone and have made it appear I am a lunatic schizophrenic because of the subliminal hypnosis I think is transmitted during REM to make me act and seem strange. It's such a crazy story, I am almost embarrassed to tell it. But I strongly believe it to be the truth.
Unlike movies like Rosemary's Baby, The Omen and Adam Stephen's from Bewitched, the birth date has never been the reason for the selection, not mine at least. The reason for the selection has been numbers of days after Jesus' death combined with a puzzle stating how to create the anti-Christ (outside of Jack's Manifesto). The puzzle clues are 27 and "Their" and "Beast" and "2nd Richardson". During the Manifesto Jack Parsons masturbated on magic tablets, or JERKED OFF upon them.
The "2nd Richardson" clue comes from the alignment of Columbus from Transamerica Pyramid out northwest over bay, as its layline enters Sausalito at 2nd and Richardson. I am the grandson of a Richard and he is the Son of a Richard.
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Since my birth happened 706667 days after Jesus died and the puzzle clues were 27 and BEAST, the number 706667 contains the beast 666 and two number 7s. In addition to this my biological grandfather was named BLACKIE and Grandma had striking red hair like Lucy's and it was assumed they were looking for a amazon like woman who had red hair to impregnate during the Manifesto / Comet dates of approximately 10/29 to 11/15. The time when Truman was elected. I feel this the reason for the creation of TRUMAN SHOW. His last name is BURBANK which is very similar to the city in Germany my family comes from, BUER. Home of the BUER demon.
That is where the Truman Show... TRUMAN BUER-BANK comes in. I also believe I am the real life Truman and this is how they've been treating me, like on the show.
The BUER demon has 5 legs, I believe during 9/11 they attempted to chop those legs by crashing plane into LEGSVILLE, aks SHANKSVILLE and the BOSTON CITY MARATHON, what was targeted? LEGS. Buer is significant because of Alister Crowley allegedly summoning the demon in 1899 at his home on Lockness.
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Then something like 15920 (spells JERK) (I think that's why the movie THE JERK was made) days after Aliester Crowley's New Aeon start date, Mom's conception the Trinity bomb test occurred on 7/16/45 and people claimed Parson's girlfriend/wife's fetus was inside the bomb and/or Little Boy or Fat Man bomb's that hit Japan.
Since my conception was the same date as Parson's wife/girlfriend Cameron 4/22/1922, people must have saw a connection. In addition on April 22, 1967 the Soyuz was launched from USSR and crashed and burnt up the pilot on 4/23/1967. That was also a blood moon.
That was 70604 days after Jesus death. Note that spells GOD. Then my birthday on January 15, 1968 when the days from Jesus death was 706667 I suspect some occultists thought this was the boy because of what was written about the divine beast. Also on January 15, 1968 a** big earthquake shook Italy**, and the son whose father designed my current home died in a plane crash on route to Italy to survey the damage.
Being 706667 days from Jesus death fulfills two clues in the puzzle.. Where 7 is the divine number and 666 the beast.
Explicit instructions were given NOT to tell this child (Me) any of these things. So I was kept in the dark most of my life not knowing this crazy secret. Meanwhile another candidate for Anti-Christ was not following these instructions and had a clear advantage. He somehow found out about me and decided to befriend me.
He had secret desires to become this anti-christ and felt I was not doing a good job at such. How could I, especially not knowing that I even had this job. We became close and closer and eventually married. Now after all of these years, I am realizing he wants my title. Regardless of how much I do not want it, I don't think it fair for him to usurp the title, seeings how it's all I have to bargain with.
Now today I believe he feels he has sucked enough energy from me to be the anti-Christ all on his own and do away with me. I sincerely believe him to be the better candidate. But for the evil Jesus, not the one with the heart, which I consider myself.
I am at such a loss of what do to since my entire life I have been surrounded by only those who wish for my husband to be elevated to this position and then make me disappear. I really have no one, they have isolated me from everyone and have made it appear I am a lunatic schizophrenic because of the subliminal hypnosis I think is transmitted during REM to make me act and seem strange. Friends I could trust have mysteriously died off these past few years so that I only have him to turn. It's such a crazy story, I am almost embarrassed to tell it. But I strongly believe it to be the truth.

Jack Parson's Manifesto - October 31 - November 16, 1948

John Whiteside “Jack” Parsons

The Black Pilgrimage

Now it came to pass even as BABALON told me, for after receiving Her Book I fell away from Magick, and put away Her Book and all pertaining thereto. And I was stripped of my fortune (the sum of about $50,000) and my house, and all I Possessed.

Then for a period of two years I worked in the world, recouping my fortune somewhat. But that was also taken from me, and my reputation, and my good name in my worldly work, that was in science.
And on the 31st of October, 1948, BABALON called on me again, and I began the last work, that was the work of the wand. And I worked for 17 days, until BABALON called me in a dream, and instructed me on an astral working. Then I reconstructed the temple, and began the Black Pilgrimage, as She instructed.

And I went into the sunset with Her sign, and into the night past accursed and desolate places and cyclopean ruins, and so came at last to the City of Chorazin. And there a great tower of Black Basalt was raised, that was part of a castle whose further battlements reeled over the gulf of stars. And upon the tower was this sign.

And one heavily robed and veiled showed me the sign, and told me to look, and behold, I saw flash below me four past lives wherein I had failed in my object. And I beheld the life of Simon Magus, preaching the Whore Helena as the Sophia, and I saw that my failure was in Hubris, the pride of the spirit. And I saw my life as Giles de Retz, wherein I attempted to raise Jehanne Darc to be Queen of the Witchcraft, and failed through her stupidity, and again my pride. And I saw myself in Francis Hepburne, Earl Bothwell, manipulating Gellis Duncan, that was an unworthy instrument. And again as Count Cagliostro, failing because I failed to comprehend the nature of women in my Seraphina. And I was shown myself as a boy of 13 in this life, invoking Satan and showing cowardice when He appeared. And I was asked: “Will you fail again?” and I replied “I will not fail.” (For I had given all my blood to BABALON, and it was not I that spoke.)

And thereafter I was taken within and saluted the Prince of that place, and thereafter things were done to me of which I may not write, and they told me, “It is not certain that you will survive, but if you survive you will attain your true will, and manifest the Antichrist.
And thereafter I returned and swore the Oath of the Abyss, having only the choice between madness, suicide, and that oath. But the Oath in no wise ameliorated that terror, and I continued in the madness and horror of the abyss for a season. But of this no more. But having passed the ordeal of 40 days I took the oath of a Magister Templi, even the Oath of Antichrist before Frater 132, the Unknown God.
And thus was I Antichrist loosed in the world; and to this I am pledged, that the work of the Beast 666 shall be fulfilled, and the way for the coming of BABALON be made open and I shall not cease or rest until these things are accomplished. And to this end I have issued this my Manifesto.

The Manifesto of the Antichrist

• Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
• I, BELARION, ANTICHRIST, in the year 1948 of the rule of the Black Brotherhood called Christianity, do make my Manifesto to all men. And I, THE ANTICHRIST, come among you, saying:
• An end to the presence, and lying hypocrisy of Christianity.
• An end to the servile virtues, and superstitious restrictions.
• An end to the slave morality.
• An end to prudery and shame, to guild and sin, for these are of the only evil the sun, that is fear.
• An end to all authority that is not based on courage and manhood, to the authority of lying priests, conniving judges, blackmailing police, and
• An end to the servile flattery and cajolery of mods, the coronations of mediocrities, the ascension of dolts.
• An end to restriction and inhibition, for I, THE ANTICHRIST, am come among you preaching the Word of the BEAST 666, which is, “There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt.”
• And I, BELARION, ANTICHRIST, do lift up my voice and prophecy, and I say:
• I shall bring all men to the law of the BEAST 666, and in His law I shall conquer the world.
• And within seven years of this time, BABALON, THE SCARLET WOMAN HILARION will manifest among ye, and bring this my work to its fruition.
• An end to conscription, compulsion, regimentation, and the tyranny of false laws.
• And within nine years a nation shall accept the Law of the BEAST 666 in my name, and that nation will be the first nation of earth.
• And all who accept me the ANTICHRIST and the law of the BEAST 666, shall be accursed and their joy shall be a thousandfold greater than the false joys of the false saints.
• And in my name BELARION shall they work miracles, and confound our enemies, and none shall stand before us.

Therefore I, THE ANTICHRIST call upon all the Chosen and elect and upon all men, come forth now in the name of Liberty, that we may end for ever the tyranny of the Black Brotherhood.
Witness my hand and seal on this 26 day of July 1949, that is the year of BABALON 4066.
Love is the law, love under will.

Belarion, Antichrist

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